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November 19 ipoh here i come!!!! XDDDDOh yeah!!!! WOOOOOTTTSSSSS!!!! Exam is finally over!!!!! LOLXXX!!!! So excited about it....actually I cant believe I finally say goodbye to curtin for 3 months....hmmmmm....I'm excited to go back to my hometown....=) but I think I gonna miss here....although there's many bad memories...these memories help me to become a more independent and tough person....thanks for the people who had made me sad before...thanks for the pain that u guys gave me...this really makes me stronger than ever....=)
I'm going to Ipoh this sunday.....WOHOO~~ I finally back to my hometown....WEEEE~~ quite enthusiatic.....xD oopppxxiee~~ I forgot that I still have tonnes of stuffs to pack....T.T but whatever la...I enjoy myself first....XD So for the moment I just gonna goyang kaki la~~ hahaha...may be go shopping with my beloved friends....hmmmm....I haven't watched 2012!!!! I wanna watch it!!!! This movie is cool according to my friends....Oh my god....I must watch it before I go back to Ipoh...XP
I started thinking what should I do for my 3 months semester break??? Am I gonna be a couch potato??? Or I might travel the whole Malaysia??? =.='' anyway...I'm really excited about it...I finally can dump my studies thingy away for that 3 months...during that time...I can go lepak-ing with my Ipoh friends.....WEE~~~ miss you guys lotx ya....^^ or may be go KL shopping together???? or have some pillow talk??? LALALA~~
To my Curtin fellows...enjoy your semester break ya....^^ have fun^^ I gonna miss you guys ya...miss me too oo!!! XD Goodbye Curtin....I will be back after 3 months....XD November 16 你的真面目~~原来。。。原来。。。原来。。。你是这样卑鄙无耻的人。。。我真的看错了你。。。为何我会有你这样的朋友？？？我不怪你。。。我怪我自己。。。为何和你那么要好。。。为何因为你主动和我说话。。。让我感觉你会是一位很好的朋友。。。你对我有说有笑。。。每次见到我。。。都会对我笑。。。和我斗嘴。。。我们的感情就此变得融洽。。。但是你最近都对我非常冷淡。。。见到我都尽量逃避我。。。我以为这只是短暂的。。。没想到你偷偷在我背后插我一刀。。。让我感到彻底失望。。。原来你平时都是装模作样的吗？？？为什么你要这样对我？？？你插我一刀还不用紧。。。但是没想到你竟然也一样对待和你非常要好的朋友。。。你是不是人啊？？？你好过分哦。。。人家说什么你都信。。。自己朋友说的都不信。。。XXX！！！如果能的话。。。我可以和你一刀两断吗？？？ T.T November 11 学习不在乎~~唉~~好痛苦哦~~不知为什么我越来越讨厌这里了。。。我好想快点回到我家人身边。。。好想放弃这里的所有一切。。。我以为我是坚强的。。。但其实我不是。。。我是个胆小鬼。。。我害怕面对这一切。。。害怕受到伤害。。。T.T。。。为什么你们那么奇怪？？？为什么那么喜欢和我比？？？为何呢？？！！我到底是你们的朋友还是敌人啊？？干吗一直和我比呢？？我做好你们又讲我。。。做不好你们也讲。。。你们到底要我怎样？？要我消失才甘愿吗？？我很不明白你们在想什么。。。一下子对我好。。。一下子对我不好。。。你们把我当成什么？？！！我到底是你们的什么？？！！为何我在乎你们。。。你们却一点都不关心我？？？我不在乎你们。。。你们又讲我。。。你们干吗要把我逼到死境呢？？唉~~一下子理睬我。。。一下子就把我当陌生人。。。很好玩是吗？？？你们玩够了没？？几时才结束啊？？T.T。。。我不敢在你们面前说出来。。。我只好放在心上吧。。。我宁愿你们不要对我好。。。让我抱着期望。。。想和你们做好朋友。。。这个痛苦。。。我不想和你们分担。。。我不要。。。这里的朋友。。。不是欺负我就是看扁我。。。我现在只在乎我家人还有我怡保的朋友。。。你们不配做我朋友！！！ （除了几位对我很好的大学朋友。。。you know who you are。。。谢谢你们！！！^^) November 07 emo again....T.TI really feel lazy to update my blog....but because I'm too emo....I can't stand it anymore...I can't tell my friends in Curtin...I don't dare to tell others...so I wanna express it here....T.T
First, I'm emo because of my friends....I mean like is not that they are not good to me...they really are very good friends...but I just don't know why I can't suit myself into their conversation...for instance...they keep on talking about guys...this is very normal for girls to gossip about guys...but the way they talk just not suit me...and the way they compare themselves with me...they love to COMPARE COMPARE COMPARE!!!! I really don't get it...why friends have to compare with each other??? I hate when they love to compare with me...if their marks are higher than me...they will always think that they are smarter than me and I have to follow their ways...if my marks is higher than them....two words to describe them....BEH SONG!!!!
I also can feel that some of my friends don't really like me...even though they don't express it...but I can feel it...I wonder why...if you don't like me in the first place....why don't you tell me???? Why you have to fool around with me??? What's that for??? I REALLY DON'T GET IT!!!!! I hate people fooling around me....and I also don't know what have I done to make them dislike me...I DID NOTHING!!!!!May be because I'm not pretty or smart or thin or whatever....I realise that Curtin students love to make friends by their appearence!!!!!! It's not all but most of them!!!! I have hell no idea why~~ This really makes me EMO EMO EMO!!! I wanna go home!!! I wanna go back to secondary life...I miss my secondary friends....I feel like leaving Curtin...really........
Ignore about friends...I also have stress about exams!!!! I hate people talking about themselves having stress EVERYDAY...I have stress too YOU ASSHOLE!!! They always act like they did alot of stuffs and they feel stress and bla bla bla...I mean I know you are having stress...you do not need to tell me EVERYDAY!!!! DUH!!!! This really makes me feel even more stress about exams...I wanna get good results...apply scholarship and hope my parents will happy about my results....T.T I am very weak in many subjects...I keep on trying to figure out what's that about but to no avail......T.T
This bottled-up feelings had been gnawing me for actually a few months...I'm afraid to tell anyone....REALLY!!!!! T.T I suddenly want to go back to Ipoh....dumb all these stupid stuffs....I can't stand it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss my secondary friends alot!!!!!! I might be happy outside but actually I'm sad all the time inside....I can comfort my friends when they have problems but not me....That's why I feel so lonely....really lonely....T.T *cry* October 19 lalalala~~Long time didn't update my blog already...feel really lazy recently...after tuition free week...every week was pretty hectic and I was like hardly can breathe...assignments keep on accumulating themselves to me...what the hell!!!! I rarely have a nice sleep since then...I always slept at around 3 or 4 am...woke up at 8am...can you actually see I'm a "pure" panda right now??? Really so fatigue man~~ I sometimes blame myself for playing facebook EVERYDAY!!! We can actually addicted to facebook...sobx...T.T exam is just around the corner...and yet I haven't finished my assignments and my revision of course...I wonder how am I gonna survive here...my first semester at Curtin is torturing...how am I gonna live here for the next 4 years??? GOD PLEASE HELP ME OVERCOME THIS~~ September 27 back in Miri...T.TFriday night I'm back from Ipoh...
I start to miss my family and Ipoh so much...T.T
but it's ok...
I'm just gonna wait until November...^^ September 21 home sweet home~~Wow...it's good to be home!!! I finally can relax after two long hectic months being in Curtin...(actually I can't really relax...there's assignments to rush up...T.T) at least I'm home!!! XD
For the moment I haven't done my homework yet...I really want to relax la...Can't have a really good rest in Miri...just now I woke up at 11.30am...Actually I could wake up in the afternoon...but my dad wanna take me to Jusco..."luckily" Jusco is not open...=.=
Kinda miss my housemates and classmates in Miri la...although just a week...I mean we have been together since July and our friendship is getting better...but I can go back and see them on Friday right??? Oh God...I don't have any food to eat in Miri!!! Forgot to buy some food...tsk tsk~~
Yesterday there was a gathering with my old classmates...miss them lotx!!! All of them look prettier...honestly they really look more beautiful than secondary school...XD people do change right??? There's some pictures of yesterday's gathering:
              sweet memories will never fade~~ XD September 18 selamat hari raya!!! XDLALALALALALALALA~~ I love fridayssssss....I always love fridayssssss....XD
Tomorrow I will be going back to Ipoh!!!! YEAH!!!! HURRAY!!!! The place I miss the most~~ I've been here for about two months...now to think of it that time flows so fast...like an underbridge water...emmm...although I'll be in Ipoh...I have tonnes of things to do.... haiz... I have to prepare for my oral presentation which is on 28th September...our team is going to talk about alcohol!!! Nyek nyek~~ interesting topic but a bit risky la...we will try our best...YOSH!!!! I have WRS assignment which is about internet censorship...What the fuck!!! XD
I wanna eat Ipoh semua nice nice punya food...I miss HAKKA MEE!!!!! CHICKEN RICE!!!! Oh man...Ipoh food is always the nicest...the taste of Ipoh food is a far cry from any other places...(am I right??? at least better than Kl...XD) OO...and also makan chee cheong fun...wah seh...banyak food makan le...>.< too bad next friday I'm going back to Miri...T.T need to do assignments mah...XD at least I can go back...XD
My comfy bed!!!!!! Oh my bed...I wonder how it's like??? (OH MY GOD?!!! I forgot??!!) tomorrow I can sleep on it...hmmm...I miss it lotxxxxxxxxxx...hahahahahaha...and my bear bear that wen zhee gave??? I wonder where it is....in my bedroom??? XD
This Sunday I will be going to a gathering...good thing...I can see my old classmates...miss them lotx!!!! Mesti semua leng jor la...I'm the only one who become fatter...uglier ( how to spell ah??? My english sucks man~~)...and....don't know...may be I look goofy??? =.=but I'm looking forward to see them la...
My english really sucks man...so this time balik Ipoh must read newspaper...watch tv...I didn't watch tv for ages...but I think I don't time ample time to do so...banyak assignments le...XD whatever la~~
Okok...I'll stop here...Ipoh here I come!!!! XD September 11 T_____________________________TI'm FUCKING FRUSTRATED!!!!! LOL~~ don't get scared of my words...just kidding la...but I'm really moody....there's three reasons for that:
1) The engineering maths quiz and physics quiz were hard hard hard!!!!!!!!!!!! And I think I won't score high marks....T.T
2) Chemistry and Physics experimentSSSS...for Physics...I haven't done the lab report whereas for Chemistry...I haven't done the calculations thingy....ARG!!!!! T.T
3) CASE STUDY AH!!!!!! Monday need to pass up the 5-pages summary but me and my groupmates didn't do ANYTHING!!!!! We haven't really decide about the topic!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK~~ T.T
Whatever...I gonna think positively~~ can't go shopping tomorrow....T.T
Some pics that I like(just to cheer me up^^):     September 05 oooppppxxxiiieee~~HAHAHAHAHA~~
Actually nothing special about that...
Just wanna tell you guys that...
I DRANK HEINEKEN JUST NOW!!!!
SOOO DAMN SYOK MAN!!!
I drank 1 bottle of Heineken and I'm not drunk!!!!!
Should I be proud of it??? ==
May be I should drink more??? XD
But anyway...
I think we won't drink that at our apartment anymore...
we are afraid of the damn security guards might suddenly pop out...XD
WHATEVER LA!!!
My friend was nearly drunk(or she was actually drunk???)
because she was hyperactive and...
how am I going to describe her???
She laughed uproariously like "siao zha bo"...
and kept hitting the table...
so swt man~~
anyway...
hope she is ok now(try to sneak into her room~~)
she's having a headache...
serves her right for drinking 1 and a half bottle of Heineken...XD
there's some pics taken just now...
too bad I was not the one taking the pics...
so sorry if you wanna see the pics...=.=''
I drank beer!!!!
OH MY GOD!!!
Actually my parents didn't know about it...
SHHHH~~
secret la~~
August 29 Michael Jackson is back!!! XDLALALALALALALA~~
 WHAT THE HELL!!! Michael Jackson is back????
IMPOSSIBLE!!!!
But who the hell is this mysterious person???!!!!
DUH!!!!
Let's review this person...
by the count of 3...
1....
2...
3!!!!!
TADA~~
 EZZAH!!!!! My lovely classmates!!!!!
The 2nd Michael Jackson who likes the song "Black or White"...
It's black...it's white...
swt....
LOL~~
enjoyed????? =.='' August 28 cheer up dude^^My friend...
I know that you are sad...
The problem you are dealing with...
is gnawing you since secondary school...
and the problem persists...
although I can't help much...
I just wanna say...
CHEER UP!!!!
Don't think negatively...
think the other way round...
be more optimistic...
and one day your problem will be solved...^^
If you feel down...
do feel free to find me...
I will listen to your problem...
and try to help you...
we are friends right???? XD
August 22 busy, tired & emo weeeeekkk~~YO!!! I'm back!!!! =.='' As you can see the title....I'm pretty exhausted this week and luckily everything is over!!! ^^
Have you noticed that I've changed my background??? LOL...because my friends said that they can't read the words clearly and bla bla bla...well..."THANKS" to you guys I have to find a suitable picture on the internet...and my line here is really bad...I keep on disconnecting and I nearly pissed off yesterday!!!! HAIZ...I think tonight the line will go crazy again~~
Well...last wednesday I had two quizzes going on...Engineering Maths and Physics...Engineering Maths was quite okay...I can solve the questions but vice versa for Physics....SHIT SHIT!!! I have no idea what's the questions talking about...I kept recall back the notes that I had read but to no avail...T.T That's why I was really EMO that day...and nobody noticed about it...may be I'm hiding my feelings from them??? HAIZ...
Thursday I had my first experiment!!! WULALA~~ too bad I didn't capture pictures of my friends and MYSELF...LOL...because we were quite clumsy and had no idea what to do first and so on and we wasted a lot of time actually...== the lab assistant didn't ASSIST you unless you are getting into deep trouble...and since I was the team manager for that experiment...I had to lead and guide my teammates...wow...the first experiment was so damn BORING...just calibrate and calibrate...LOL...
Yesterday I attended Programming in C++ tutorial class...It was awesome man~~ XD just type some few things into the computer and suddenly some words or something just popped out and all I can say is WOW~~ I love programming but you just need to remember those formulas and symbols...such as == is actually means COMPARISON...not SWT....XD and I really gain a lot of knowledge through programming....keke...^^
Research and Writing Skills...or known as RWS...the tutorial class is practically boring and emm...it's just like secondary school teacher teaches you how to write a good essay...that's it...last Monday we passed up our first assignment...INTRODUCTORY PARAGRAPH...I tell you...it sounded easy but actually it's NOT!!! XD Wednesday Miss Alison...our RWS tutor...gave back our essay and I was in jubilation as I got 8/10 where actually very few people can get that high marks...^^ I'm sorry if you guys think that I brag but I'm not...I just want to "share"....=.='' SWT...
Although it's tiring this week but we still haven't forgot to have some fun!!! XD
Actually we were just testing the line at Lakeside Apartment...we can't video call with our friends and so we decided to test it...XD
Aim: To determine the strength of the line at Lakeside Apartment???
Hypothesis: The line at Lakeside Apartment is WEAK~~
Experiment Procedures: Tengok gambar???? & juga dengan kawan2 masing2
Discussion: Tak tau
Conclusion: Since we can video call the person next to each other but not with our friends from Ipoh or KL or KK or bla bla, we can conclude that the line at Lakeside Apartment is WEEAAKK~~ The hypothesis is accepted. ^^
This week I'm not going to town for shopping...I have to put in sheer effort in my studies....SOBX...I really admire (or should I say jealous???) of my friends who don't need to study or pay attention in class and they can achieve high marks...really WHAT THE HELL...but I keep telling myself that practice makes perfect...^^
I get to know my group mates well and I'm happy with it...may be we have been studying together for a month or more...our relationship is getting stronger....(I think so~~) and basically I face some problems which I will keep it as a secret...but I think that as time passes by...the problems will be solved...^^
~~THE END~~
August 15 wulala~~LOL...long time didn't update my blog...my blog is FATT MOU-ing lo...XD
Actually I don't know what am I going to say...but I just feel like updating my blog....=.=''
Let's take a look at my self-loving pics:
     I have no idea why recently I'm so damn self-loving...may be because of my fellow housemates??? LOL~~ actually now I'm feeling better...I can cope with the stress and pressure and although sometimes I got a little wonky in my brain because I keep thinking about the solutions....I still live happily^^
I haven't introduce my housemates to you guys.....
 This is Vivien....my "sister" and she is more self-loving than me....==
 She is Yien Ghing...my ROOMATE....and she is my "mother"...ada boyfriend lo...too bad I'm still single...XD
 This sopo is Mei Zi...dari penang oo....>.< my "sister"....
 Kelly jie jie....XD she is 19 years old le...but still so adorable...wanna cubit her face la....XD
 And finally is Adeline....she is really pretty le...admire her look....XD
Just now I went to shopping mall with my friends....we just bought some necessary stuffs and just walked la....XD but I'm a bit regret of going out because I have tonnes of homework to do le....SOBX....I hate doing homework....this drives me crazy...that's why my username is CRAZY GIRL.....XP
OKAY....I will end here la....and I do hope I have time to update my blog la~~
August 08 T.TActually I'm quite moody right now...it's because of my damn stupid homework la...next week got quizzes le...and I haven't studied yet....>.<
First of all(Oh My God...learning too much signalling words in research and writing skills...) I feel that I can't catch up...I don't know how to say...for example no matter how many times the lecturer explains something...I still don't get it...and I haven't revised yet...DUH!!!
Next...(=.='') The people here are CRAZY!!! Some of my tutorial friends didn't even listen in class or slept in class...they still knew the answer or understood what the lecturer said...really WTF!!! May be it's my own problem but....but....T.T
Now I'm doing my homework and I have no idea what it's talking about...I always need to seek for help and I feel that I'm useless...or a better word---> STUPID!!! In fact...I think that studying in Curtin might be the wrong choice because the people here are way too brilliant...F*CK!!!!!
I HAVEN'T STUDIED FOR THE QUIZZES NEXT WEEK!!! WUUUUUUUUUU~~ nevermind...I just gonna try my best la....^^ GAMBATEH!!!!
August 05 =.=''WOW..
how long I haven't update my blog???? =.=''
KEKEKEKE....
actually there's nothing special happened recently..
.just busy studying and studying
and studying and doing assignments
and researching
and bla bla bla~~
I finally know how hectic college life is...
and I really regret why I didn't REALLY enjoy last time...
too bad...>.<
but luckily I have nice friends over here...
HEHEHE...XD
July 27 orientation weeeek~~Due to my hectic timetable...just see my pictures at facebook^^ any questions about it just leave a comment at here...XD haiz...Today is my first day of class....and I realise that my college life is REALLY DAMN HECTIC...after the lecturers or tutors explained all the assignments or stuffs...I was wondering will I survive in here???? First day of class and I TAK BOLEH TAHAN!!!! Luckily there's no homeworks yet...my time is all packed!!!! Tomorrow my class is until 6.30pm!!!! WOW!!!! Please KILL me....T.T wish me the best ya^^ July 22 yeah!!!Finally can online at my apartment!!!! Wohoo~~~ now is still orientation...but tis saturday we are having a beach party....WAKAKAKAKA...FUN!!! Looking forward to it!!! By the way...I have really good housemates...^^ July 18 BORING!!!I arrived Miri on Friday....I can't online ah!!!!! I mean in my apartment la...haiz....If wanna online...have to either go outside or go to the canteen....T.T so I can only online for a short while....wanna write how I feel now...XD First day in Miri...is SUPER boring...besides can't online...my apartment only have 2 orang...me and my new roommate Ah Qing...both of us like nothing to do...just sit on the bed...she watched anime while I listened to songs...the tv...OH MY GOD!!! Only got 3 channels...tv1 tv2 and tv3....WHAT THE HELL!!!! haha..haiz....I did cry yesterday...under my comfy blanket...wohoo~~ but just a short period of time...XD Ok la...wait for my good news that I can online ya...XP |
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